I need to find myself a naughty little nice girl for Christmas ;)
Life is confusing and hard, but anyone can see the better side of things. There is no reason for you not to smile. Everyone has Family that loves them and cares for them. I’m pretty damn sure that your family makes you laugh and you can always go to that one family member about everything. No reason to hide what you feel. Express yourself. Don’t let anyone put you down, you are a great person. There is just people out there that don’t see it, if they don’t give you a chance to show your true you then there not worth your time.